So this day, it was the first morning. I guess so day two of the juicing thing. This is ridiculous. It’s four o’clock in the morning. I can’t get out of bed. I might, if you know anything about me, I love waking up early and now my dad and, and it’s four o’clock my first Lauren went off at one 30 and I’ve been laying in bed. I’ve driven, driven about pizza up and dreaming about food. I’m so hungry. I have no motivation for doing anything. None is one lay in the bed. This is really, I, I, something has to change. I’m going to get this like two or three more days.
But if, if my motivation doesn’t kick back in and then screw this cause it’s just costing me more money through wasted time than anything else. I’m not, this is stupid. I have no motivation to do anything. I’m hungry as all hell. You have no zero motivation to go and drink water right now of flavored water. That’s all it is. I mean, I might as well just boost my uptake of water and eat my banana and do what I was doing. We might eat my banana and my avocado and I just don’t. I don’t know. I think this is a bad idea. We’re going to try it. We’re going to, because I already want to quit. This is stupid to me. I don’t see the point. So, but I’m going to spend a lot of money on a little machine and borrow his vegetables and all that kind of stuff.
So I’m at least give it a week, but I don’t, I don’t see this as worth anything. Everyone was like, Oh, you’re going to have to go to the bathroom a lot, whatever. I don’t have to go to the bathroom. Yeah, I pee. But everyone’s like, Oh, it’s going to clean her system. And when, when, because so far, all I’ve seen, and this is this base of worthless time is it’s an excuse to starve yourself. You have fat people lose a lot of weight because they have a lot of excess weight. So their body’s just eating their fat, but I don’t have that much fat and I don’t eat very much garbage anyway. So, so for me, this seems like this is just stupid. All I’m doing is just drinking water, right? Flavored water, and then wasting a whole bunch of the vegetable, which doesn’t make any sense to me either.
So what is the point of all this? If I’m just going to throw the vegetable away so I can shoot nutrients to my body and to my mind real quick I’m not, I’m not sold on this and wouldn’t give it a couple more days because I spent all money and was so excited to start to. But I’m hungry. I don’t want a hamburger. I just need, I want to eat my banana or something. I didn’t eat very much in the beginning, but you’re taking away my banana in the morning and you’re taking away my avocado. You’re taking away my fish. Like what the, dude? I mean, I’m supposed to just drink juice all day and it’s not even juice. Just water.