So this is the beginning of day three. Uh, I’m still a little lazy, but it wasn’t like it was forcing like, uh, my body’s I guess, getting used to this a little bit. Oh, they did say a couple of days you’re going to be miserable, which was true. Um, I have a disgusting taste in my mouth, but besides that, everything’s kind of cool. I mean, yesterday I could not get out of bed today. It was a little different, I, I kinda, I feel awake alert. It’s still unmotivated, but that could be because the project I’m doing is, is really long. Um, and it’s, it’s not an easy project as well. I wanted it done before I started this other little project with the juicing. Um, but other than that, we’ll see how today goes. Where if waking up as an indication to how the day’s going to go, it’s going to go smooth.
It’s going to go really smooth. Like, I remember drink my water. I gotta do some work right now. Um, but yeah, I don’t feel horrible at all. Little hungry, but I don’t feel bad. I mean, I got it before I get my juice, my morning breakfast or whatever, [inaudible] ride the bike for at least an hour. Do some sit-ups, push-ups all that kind of good stuff. And then I’ll, I’ll make the video for y’all and show you what I’m drinking for this morning, but drinking a whole glass, like the whole leader thing is much, much better than drinking. Half of one, half of one, I was dying of hunger, but the whole one it’s I think it’s given me enough. I might need to like pump that up to three glasses of water or glasses of vegetable water. Um, but at right now, um, we’re going pretty good with just two and then we’ll go from there.
I my first little thing brainstorming, I need to just have a camera, so I’m brainstorming and like you catch a brainstorm because once a camera’s on now, I’m talking to the camera. I’m not brainstorming anymore, but what else talking about or brainstorming about what kind of, how to introduce juicing to different people and, and for me I know X what, I’m day number two, but I’m going into this first off. If you’re just going to start tomorrow with that stupid I’ve. If you’ve been taking my other, my classes or whatever, all you need is 10 minutes, a little fitness, I’ve been paying attention to what I’ve been doing then you’ll kind of know that I’ve been trying to work on getting my water my water intake up, not trying to eat sugar, all that kind of good stuff.
So I’ve been over the years, especially if you know me personally, I don’t eat sugar at all. Like I, I, I own sweets now, but every morning in, since I’ve been working out and, you know, started this little adventure, I’ve been paying close attention to my coffee and every morning, cause there’s two very highly addictive things in what I do for my coffee. All right. Caffeine is very addictive. The second one is sugar is very addictive, right? So the caffeine in the coffee and then the sugar, which probably that’s caffeine, maybe, I don’t know, what’s an overs in sugar is also very addictive. So my morning routine, and then I eat a bandana banana, which I mean it potassium, but it’s pretty sweet. That would, that would fill my stomach ups. You know, sometimes I’d eat a sandwich or something like that, maybe an omelet, but for the most part, I wouldn’t eat very much food in the morning time. So the starving of myself is a little bit normal because I didn’t eat a very big breakfast anyways. When I eat a lot of food, I tend to get sleepy. So that’s part of the reason why I wanted to do the juicing too.
Shoot the vitamins in me. Great. And then try to optimize my, my, my focus and my productivity through different vegetables and fruits. And because if I eat them, then I’d get hung like sleepy, but it drinking them. I’m trying to see if it has a different effect on me. Right? So that brings up a good point where I just said that I have a mission while I’m doing why I’m doing this. Right. I have very definite reasons why I’m experimenting, right? I’m not just going into this Willy nilly and be like, Oh, juicy. And it’s the next crave I’m going to do it. No, I’m not doing that at all. I’m I have specific missions, specific things I’m looking at and looking, you know, observing in myself, which I’m going to be changing. Right. So part of like, okay, we have a few things, my kidneys, I was kind of feeling kind of heavy back there. I wanted to figure out what is it? Is it, is it the coffee that I’m drinking? Cause I do, I eat pretty healthy, but I wanted to reset everything when it comes to like my kidneys. Cause that process is, you know, your stuff. So I want to clean that all out. Right? My intestines, they say that you, you hold a whole bunch of, you know, fecal metal matter in your intestines from years ago.
I’m, can’t get rid of these love handles as much as I wanted. Right. So I’m thinking, all right, well I’m holding weight. All right. I don’t care about the poop that it’s holding that doesn’t, that’s not why I’m doing it. I’m doing it because I got love handles and I’m trying to flush myself out. If I can clean out a few pounds, all right, then what’s wrong with that. Right. I’d rather be clean anyway. Right.
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Those are two of the distinct reasons and why I’m doing it for my body. Right. But for my mind,
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I want to, I want to see, well, no, cause this is more mine. The other part,
The body’s more than muscle development. By trying different vegetables and fruits, I’m trying to find what I w what works best for me on muscle develop, like on muscle development being able to find my proteins to rebuild, to, you know, to rejuvenate my muscles and have them ready for the next day. Because through working out every day, I’m trying to, you know, be healthier, right. And trying to see which vegetables react the best with me. So each person is different. I could read a book and I’d be like, yeah, that’s going to work. But maybe that person is completely D has a completely different genetic makeup than I do. So it worked for that person, but it might not work for me. So that’s why I’m I giving myself a whole month. Now, if you pay attention during this little series, you’re going to hear me complain and whine and, and say, I’m going to quit, but that’s typical.
That’s what we go through on our mind. Right. We are trying to convince ourselves to quit majority of the time. But if we just do it and ignore ourselves, somebody, we finally get things done. Right. But are the biggest battle is the battle within yourself to like, basically fight yourself on whether you’re going to do something or you’re not right. That’s the biggest battle that you have to with constantly, all the other exterior bottles are easy compared to the battle of dealing with yourself. Like either I’m going to do this or I’m not going to do this. Right. So
With that being said, like mentally, while I’m, while I’m trying to vegetables and all this and the juicing, because what they’re saying is there is like a shot of nutrients going into your, your, your bloodstream fastest while you’re, you’re chopping everything up and exchange and extracting the juice. Right. So you’re trying to extract the, some of the vitamins, right. You’re not getting all the nutrients of the vegetables. So I’m going to try to figure out how I’m, how I can incorporate that. Cause you know, greedy you’ll want all the vegetables. I don’t want just some some of the, some of the nutrients I want all of it. Right. So if it’s a kind of like a, like a shot of cocaine, right. Where it instantly goes into your, your bloodstream. Well, if the juice of the vegetables are instantly going into your bloodstream, once you know, I go through the, the mental block, then it should immediately affect whether it’s my focus or whatever it is.
Maybe I find some vegetable that, that works well with determination. Right. I’m not sure. Like right now everything’s working kind of counterproductive against me, but that’s also means, cause I’m, I’m everything that’s been working thus far, the caffeine and the sugar, I’m like, that’s done. So my body’s over here arguing with me and like, well what’s going on? Where’s the caffeine. Where’s the sugar. I need the caffeine. I need the sugar. I need to get going. All right. Well, when I don’t have the caffeine or the sugar, my body’s over here, couldn’t move this more. I couldn’t get out of bed. I wasn’t motivated. I was like, man, screw it is I don’t and I’ve never done this. Well, of course I’ve done it, but Sober because I didn’t drink
Beer. I didn’t do anything. Like I was extremely boring. Last night, I drank my vegetable juice and then read and fell asleep. You’re not smoke a little weed, but whatever. Well, this morning I didn’t want to move. I want to get out of bed. I made a horrible video, right. This really affected me in a negative way. But then we also have to remember we’re detoxing. I’ve been on the sugar and caffeine diet for years. So it makes, it would make sense that it’s going to be a little bit before my mind is like, okay, we can survive without the sugar and the caffeine and the alcohol. Right. So keep giving it a chance. Don’t give up, keep going. If you’re having problems. If, if you’re just starting, like I am. But yeah, first thing you need to do is have a definite reason why you’re doing this. Right. So I told you, I just, I, off a few of the reasons there’s more because there’s more vegetables. Right. and then I’m learning more about this and some of the vegetables don’t work. So I got to experiment a little bit different ways. And like I said, there’s a lot of discard of the vegetable, which there’s still nutrients in there. So I want to kind of figure out how I can incorporate that in my life as well. It’s already there. I might as well use it. Right.
So yeah, there’s a lot to this that this is the beginning of the journey, but while you’re even considering this, make sure you do one thing and that’s a definite reason why you’re doing this. Don’t just do it Willy nilly because there’s no point what are your definite goals? What are you trying to accomplish? And then go from there. Alright.
You want to get a, feel you some damage to real property cost money, blow a tree down. Now somebody’s been sleeping in the dog puppy light list. My, my bill. Oh, light off for a whole month. A tornado. I know, I know. I know you. Ain’t got no choice. And where do you live in life? Whatever. I mean, what? Well, you know what I’m saying? For the life of me, we’ll make a live in tornado alley, make notes every year. There’s a possibility. If a tornado could tell your God house I ain’t doing it. How would you live though? Living in hurricane season places every year you got work, Katie, a house flooded and. And you still living there spending $3 million on his house and you don’t have hurricane insurance. So you okay? Oh no. Got down. Go count on flood insurance.
No. Well, wait a minute to hurricane. I mean, tornadoes, tornado, tornado hit Terminator can touch down next door and turn that house up, but never with y’all pretty much. You know what I’m saying? Go right by there. You have a 50 50 chance. I know, but let’s get to the quote real quick. Let me see what the this is. No, no, I know what I’m talking about, Chris. So I’ll get with you in a little bit and that’s the thing. Burned down houses. Yeah. That’s up. Really got like 15 minutes though. All right. The first quote nodded, what day is today is February 10th, second Sunday of the year around February, analyze strategize. That’s the way to survive. you make money. Let’s get high. Analyze her, analyze your strengths.
That’s the way to survive. you make buddies. Let’s get high. Anything that you life in general, you got to analyze. Everybody’s critical about their own life and. You know what I’m saying? And, everybody’s critical. You know what I’m saying? Everybody’s just, it’s their own critic. You see what I’m saying? So therefore analyzing there’s a natural process. You know what I’m saying? That’s a good quote because that’s a natural thing to go to. Everybody’s mind out loud to make sure you know what I’m saying in analyzing the business, anything, comparing it to the news. You see what I’m saying? Comparing yourself to the rest of the world. You know what I’m saying? That’s critical to survival. You know what I’m saying? It really is critical to survival and the strategy. I mean, even the reason I, I’m glad we kind of brought this one up today.
Cause it’s, as I strategize, that’s the winning survive. you make money. Let’s get high. It took us forever to find a little bit of weed today to get high. You know what I’m saying? We analyze the situation and staying alive. We couldn’t find any strategize to find some more or to find some, to keep the deck. You know what I’m saying? And now we’re having our session, which is, you make money. Let’s get high. Took us off like a net to do it. But it. That’s just a natural progression. As far as money maturity or whatever, you got to analyze yourself. Then you got to pick the proper strategy to make things work. You see what I’m saying? You got to pick the proper strategy or uh, whatever, you know, the good, the accomplish goals. Okay, we’ll go back to you make money.
You got to strategize to accomplish goals. You know what I’m saying? So that’s a good, that’s a good thing. And it’s called it calls for self critic, criticism, being able to credit, not being your worst critic or whatever it calls for mapping out. Platin flattened to a cane to attain a goal, step by step process of what it’s going to take to chain to obtain that goal and stuff. And that’s the quote for today. You know what I’m saying? Everybody got to be able to analyze their own shelf to accomplish anything. You see what I’m saying? You have to, you have to really, really fully be able to analyze yourself. Not sure. Yeah, that’s right. A lot of us sugar coat ourselves pretty much and not accept who we really are. Yeah. It goes back to last week, quote, shifting who we are and like, you know what I’m saying?
So you gotta put, you gotta strategize. Now that’s a good thing because it opened some eyes up to everybody. God, this, this right here. I quote, record. I do opens my eyes thinking about not many know who you are, not me. Like I’m a destructive person. You know what I mean? I ain’t gonna lie. I’m stuck the person. I mean, I like to see she get knocked. That’s what I do. That’s why I’m a good demolition worker so I can break. I mean, as just, I just, my problem. I know that might be weird. I’m not, that’s just, that’s just my, this is my problem, man. That’s, that’s a problem I got to deal with. You know what I mean? But I’m human just like anybody else and nobody else is better than me. Yeah. On the side. I’m saying you sit here and there’s the something that’s important to the quote too. We always got passed down in order to build herself back up, be able to that’s important. Most important thing about, and just like, just like, we always got to like the, the shelter, me, get this word out. No, it was like the non-meat so pain and get paints. Others to find out what love is. That’s why they say pain is love. It’s nothing, man.
In order, in order to build anything to accomplish, these are the necessary steps that one has to take upon itself. Each one of us have to take upon ourselves to realize what’s going on. What’s what’s what’s wrong with your mind life. W why can I do this? Why can’t I do that? Why can’t I be Brittany Spears on a lighter note? You know what I’m saying? Whatever, you know what I’m saying? But we got to strategize to strategize and create and plot a certain, certain way to accomplish these goals that we’re trying to accomplish. And I don’t know if y’all heard, Alan said something really good, right there said, do you really want to be that person? Because I bet you Laura. I was in one of my programs. I was in Mexico. I can’t say you said, if everybody through all their issues in the middle of all the problems, everything that you go through everything, and he goes through everything.
He goes through nine out of 10, you take your own problems, your own issues, everything. So there’s no reason why you should sit there and have a pity party on how, what was me? My life is horrible, but then you don’t want it, but I bet you wouldn’t want to get on the back of a garbage truck. So obviously your life ain’t that horrible. It’s just a mind state that you’re in is it’s horrible, right? That’s a good point. But like, I want to be like that person. I want to be that, that person. How do you know that person had gone through the same seat you is? Because they’re veteran they famous or because they have money or because they’re living a better lifestyle than you was because they live in a better life. That doesn’t mean that they ain’t gone through the same thing.
Everybody is human. And at the end of the day, by going through the same thing, everybody else, no matter if you’re rich or poor and going through the same problem, that’s how you have to deal with it. It’s all in how your feel. And a lot of people like 10, like maybe four or five years ago, Oh, I would love to be Britney Spears. Now I look at her, she’s on a break break down, gone crazy kick off because she can’t even relate these quotes and see where it relates to in her life. Far as it relates to how like, nah, we giving it to you free row every Sunday right here. So you can sit and analyze your own self.
We’re sitting here having fun, getting high, whatever, what you think we’re doing is an illusion. We’re not just getting high. We talking to you for about real, real stuff, everything. It’s a beautiful world, man. It’s a beautiful art. You could probably, I don’t know if y’all can hear you. That wind down here is crazy. We’re shaking the car. And we just got done right now. I know you can’t smell it, but my aunt Allen’s hands smelled spray like cans because we had to sit there for a good hour in separate cans. My grandma’s so she can take them down to recycling plant so we can get, you make money garbage to go. Pretty much. We talked about this about a month ago, we sold you the cans. This’ll be the third time when we go with the cans. And that was, it was no time at all ago.
Really? Wasn’t less than two months ago. And we’re showing you how it’s getting done. make money enterprise. That’s what we’re doing. And that brings in the second quote. Everybody’s trying to get rich. So listen to this. you make money. Yeah, everybody got a fantasy or a dream or a, Oh, you lose you in the mind of being rich, famous or whatever you, whatever. We, we deemed to be more important in life. Everybody got a fantasy. Do what? Everybody. They’re going to have a strategy. Everybody don’t have a goal. And everybody, everybody came down a lot, shorter tied together. It’s a beautiful thing. Your ties together. So everybody can’t do this. You know what I’m saying? Everybody can’t be rich, but that don’t mean everybody can’t share in the richest pallet.
Everybody’s just sharing. Everybody just needs to know their part. Too many Kings on enough Indian. That’s all, not everybody. And then the people who are raised, they wind up being broken. Cause then cause then I split the money. They know what to do with it. And that’s another thing, like he said, not everybody deserves to be rich, but if you analyze these strategize to be better than you will be, sorry, here you go. That’s the two steps that you take. You analyze them to be richer. You make it, then you it up and you lose everything. You didn’t deserve to be rich. I know, but you can always make it back by reanalyzing. Reese tried at times, getting together with somebody about that money. you money. Let’s get rich. Get out anyway.
What’s you’re talking about, uh, the distance, uh, things we don’t wanna make money with the poems. All they know about all that, the poems, clothing lines, sneakers, all that. make money. Entertainment. You can make money. That’s going to be wide, man. you. Make money is going to be worth a ride. Go to Israel. Let me read you an email email from my sister. Talk to her today. you. Make money. Hold on. Okay. My thoughts are leave Friday, February 29th from Astro flight to Newark, New Jersey, then to Tel Aviv arrive. Tel-Aviv on Saturday, March 1st in the morning, I could pick you up and then we can leave the Haifa. The ticket price will be around $1,500. Oh, Oh, she got it. Listen to this, my itinerary. Everything that I will be doing. Yep. Saturday, Sunday, uh, Friday, Sunday. It’s all right here for me.
I’ll be going to Haifa. Get saddled. Visit the shrine about how align in some. We’re gonna take pictures. Don’t you make money going there. Look at the date Sunday. Believe it. Still going to be a session off time and Jerusalem. Every ready might not be there. Or Eric Johnson. you make money there. And a whole bunch of believers in Israel where show you how powerful you. Make money. Eric Johnson and this whole concept. And these two right here now and never ready. How powerful we really or what didn’t you see? We have a session way over Israel with my sister money. you make money. So you’re alive, baby. So you won’t be. So you won’t be thinking that we just sitting in the car and doing this for fun, right? No it ain’t for fun. Cause we’re here to quote, who’s coming out real.
As you can get it step by step. How the you make money work. I’ll make money. There’s got to be start with the motivation factor first. And you know what I can do when I get out there. Right? I think I’m not really do it now. I’m glad my sister just had me is setting this up for me instead of making it, having me make the decision. Cause obviously my first season work, when I’m out there that she’s going to put me in different to where I go out there and I meet and she went, she just got back from Ethiopia, India. She said she loved Ethiopia. There there’s one of the poorest countries, but it’s beautiful. So is it she’s been there. She’s been in the Holy land more than we have. Yeah. Everywhere. All over. That’s my soldiers. They know about us.
You know what I’m saying? They know about all of us pretty much. You’re going to sit on the penny Andrews for one penny, start over dollar, get us down, collect a penny from everybody to collect a penny from everybody that you know, and this is what I can do. Security, landscaping, workshop, move crew, uh, all different pilots. Uh, possibilities can volunteer for a few days. Have other days off or free if I want volunteer Sunday through Thursday and it’s up to me. And if you didn’t know a little bit thing about Israel, if you’re a Jew, then you have, what is the automatic sanctuary? Yeah. Anywhere in the world, you can go to Judah for Israel, right? Yeah. So now what I would like, I don’t know if it’s, if it’s for about high either. I don’t know too much about the behind faith must go out there and we’re to, we’re going to check it out.
We’re checking it out. You know what I’m saying? Go see what it is. Go see if what they bill, if they can believe in, you make money. Well, I can believe in them. Thank you out there in the most holiest place of Holy it’s, the holiest places compared to war right in the middle of the streets, on the front line, baby, they can feel it and they can sit there and have a whole session. Just like my two right here doing, get in where you fit in because you’re going to be left behind. So it will be the future during the three row start of a revolution starts with you. And if you don’t believe that all you need is one. Cause all you do is one thing. How are you going to bring it? All you need is one pen. lovely dog. I got a time. So you make money. So the next week we out 20, 19 eight.
I have to show you this because it’s, it’s, it’s important. This right here, stack a quarters I collected in just one week. No. Just sat there, collected these quarters. Just every quarter that I came across. When I bought a blunt where I buy a soda, a Gatorade, a McDonald’s burger King, you know, everything is subway, grocery store, gas, everything just in one week and collected the quarter’s. Right. All I did was just do that. And I came up with $5 and 75 cents. Now, if I put that away every single week, right? $5 just in my quarters some weeks, it’s going to be more, not $10, maybe $7. So I’m with, it’s going to be less like $3. Nah, I don’t really see how you could have less than like $2 in quarters in a week. It’s just not him. It’s just not possible because everything you get a, at least one quarter down there, every single time you buy something. So, you know, unless you don’t spend money or use card every year, your credit card, every single time, then that would make sense. But other than that, you’re going to come up with at least like $3 worth of quarters every week. Put that money aside dog. You know what I’m saying? And then really live, you make money. If you’re not trying to make money with me, I don’t need you. you make money. So that just goes on with, uh, the message for the day or for the week. Be your own stuff.
Collecting quarters like this, opening up an account just for my quarters, turning by from the, just my money in quarters. Five years later, I might have five grand just in quarters, maybe even two grand, two grand, one grand. It doesn’t matter because it’s money that you weren’t expecting. Put that money in like a six month CD, double that, or make that money into like 1200. You know what I’m saying? So they just off of your quarters, you don’t save money, created money and continue to have your money work for you. So that’s, that’s the message that we’re trying to do is don’t be a slave to your money, let your money be a slave to you, let it do what you tell it to do work, work, work, make me more money, not your money sounding you work, work, work, you need more money to pay your bills.
It’s the other way around. We want our money to work for us rich. So we’re all on the fat up there smoking a cigarette that don’t do. You know what I’m saying? Not saying a cigarette is expression. Just we that, you know what I’m saying? Make him see it smoking a cigar, a fat Cuban, ordering our money. What to do. You know what I’m saying? Instead of are, instead of being the skinny that can’t eat and having our money, tell him, make it where it slave to our money. So if you can grasp that concept, then you’re well on your way to being a. You make money soldier. So I’m out.
It’s 2008. You know what I’m saying? It’s our first little message for 2008. My cousins over here. Do you want to sit here and you going to read the clothes too? You know what I’m saying? Every week it’s usually every Sunday, but today, since it’s the beginning of the year, it’s a special day for me, for my cousin and for you out there listening to us. So go ahead, Everett, go ahead. Let them hear what it is. This is photo. Wait. These negatives makes me mad, how sad they would rather the nasty pushy. Then get paid. I’m going to get mine. Anyway. You have to conquer your drug before Congress. You just remember, you make money. It’s right behind. And what that means for me is a new beginning and the awake and stuff, leading nasty behind, Oh, rank, pushy, whatever, whatever I’m behind it.
It’s a done deal. Leave it behind, get rid of something new. You know what I’m saying? Find a new drug, whatever, you know what I’m saying? You don’t you make money. That’s what I’m trying to get with. You know what I’m saying for the awake. So we’re bringing this message to you. So Hey, maybe it may mean something to you and stuff for Pfizer, uh, a new year resolution or whatever, you know what I’m saying and stuff, but this was the quote for the day. You know what I’m saying? You know, so many of us, we talk about all this dollars talking about what we last night before two nights before a month ago or whatever, that’s don’t have no meaning pushy, pushy going to be there, but you ain’t got ain’t stamped on a dollar bill. You know what I’m saying? And that’s real push.
I ain’t stamped them unless you pamphlet. is an expense. It’s a liability. That is if you pimping that, then your, Joe is your product. So where you make your money. But if you ain’t pimping, you spending you boozing money, you getting off the main topic of you make money. And with the drugs and, the people be doing this like crystal meth and crack and all that. You know what I’m saying, that that allows them to, to, uh, be conquered. We ain’t with that. We support you. We gonna help you in any which way to get off that and to better yourself and better your life and. But you know, you gotta conquer it. You know what I’m saying? Think about this. That’s the only last in five minutes, you know what I’m saying? That, you gotta push you. Might’ve been good for 15 minutes, 20 minutes, whatever. You know what I’m saying? But it’s still just a piece of pushy. You know what I’m saying? Don’t let that rule your Sur. They correspond with each other. Don’t let push it rule. You don’t let drugs. Ruby. That’s a real, that’s another point that he brought up right there. Cause I didn’t really look out chronic break.
You brought up a really good point. Cause is a drug it’s addictive and it hinders you from achieving goals pretty much. So how, how is that? Any other that’s the same as any other drug, you got copy your, your, uh, your addiction to the too. It’s like addiction to any kind of thing that you got, whether it’s alcohol, weed, crack, whatever. Even, even making money can be an addiction. And we don’t want, it’s a good addiction, but in the sense, we don’t want that to be the only thing. Cause it’s the uplifting of all people and your family. You can’t be uncle Scrooge. You know what I’m saying? And just be looking out for yourself because that’s, that’s not what you’re about. Another thing about these coats, this coat right here and stuff, pushy hinders you from accomplishing goals. And that’s what the first, first one, that’s what the you make.
Money is about accomplishing goals. You know what I’m saying? Drugs hinders you from accomplishing goals and says, you’re cute. You’re shy. And we’re trying to come at, you eliminate some of these excuses and some of these pendants, this pettiness and stuff, and let you see the realness of what we are. We coming from. We’re trying to come at your reel and stuff, push you a little drug drums, use a drug. The drug is marijuana. We smoking is a drug, but it’s not hindering us from accomplishing goals because we doing it and talking to y’all about something. You know what I’m saying? Positive. It brought you females out there. I know we’ve been talking about, but it didn’t say says Dick is a drug too. If your whole mind and everything is about getting sick or going to the club and just having a good time and you got kids at the house, you feel me?
There’s been a deadbeat. Dad is one thing, but there’s also a deadbeat mom too. So it’s like all you, you women out there, they got little kids and. And y’all at the club. Get your home. You ain’t supposed to be at the club in the first place. You need to be at home with tenant tenants, to your kids, making sure your kids don’t grow up to be up, make them be doctors and lawyers and businessman. You know what I’m saying? To uplift your family? Cause I live for my descendants and that’s it. And this before y’all get on booze to like they’ve got done and get your hair dress, fingernail, Polish, whatever. You know what I’m saying? Chase the clubs saying everything else. Ain’t nothing. And then, and then to that, you know what I’m saying? There’s something deeper than that, man. Quit doing that.
I didn’t get, no, I got, no, I got the first we’ve got the whole first half done. You know what I’m saying? That’s that’s in there when they get the, you
Get that. That was some crucial
That really was. We got to get some more fam and stuff. We’re sitting there talking about it when we just meshed and stuff. I being stupid, not checking the fan and stuff, and we left y’all out some real deep. So we’ll get back with you and stuff, but we just got to get some more film and stuff and Hey, and find us another quote for the away freaks, man. We had too much. Now that’s a gift to y’all. It’s the same that you’re not going to be able to get it, but it’s going to come, come back around. We’re going to smoke some more of this good way. Heineken you going to owe us some money for this. Cause this is instant promotion down saying we drinking our Heineken, smoke on our weed. Watch this man Heineken sell like 60 billion worth in a year. I’m on my 30% Heineken.
That’s true.
Thinking about money, always thinking about money, baby. That’s what we’re trying to get. You motivated. You don’t have to be a Rhode scholar. You don’t have to be a, jeez. You don’t have to be nothing. If you can count that money, just like on the street, carrying rocks, you can, if you got that money, then you can make it in this world. And that’s where it is. That’s all you just don’t have to got rocks no more. That’s all pretty much. I mean, what I showed on Sunday speech, you know what I’m saying? Garbage to gold, something simple. I mean every, every ain’t going to want to do that. If I’m a block, boy, I ain’t going to want to do that. You feel me? you. I ain’t going to do it. I understand what you said, but in the same sense, I’m just trying to broaden your horizon just a little bit.
And through the time, one of these messages of, of how we make money is going to click into you. You know what I’m saying? Real song to real soon, we only have four Sundays in a month. So I can’t give you all the knowledge as, as fast as, as I would like to, but it’s all going to come to you pimping. You know what I mean? you make money. We can. So let’s get real. I’m going to talk to the block bars. There’s going to be a time. Where are you going to be in the chest? Then you’re going to be tired of going back and forth in and out of jail. You know what I’m saying? And, you going to finally realize that you ain’t no future. And just out there on the block, selling rocks, you know what I’m saying?
You gotta make that money work for you and stuff. And this wouldn’t you. Make money. Come in and. We’re going to try to show you all the way to make that money work for you. When you quit being in a pen of glittery, what did we call them? Pen? And because you lynching yourself each time you go in it, you’re trying to sign my stuff. You letting them take care of freedom, your knowledge, your brain, your time, your life for free rocks and fish from the dollars that ain’t worth it. You know what I’m saying? Let’s do it another way and get on board with this. you make money. We come from the gutter, Hey baby, we’re in this. You know what I’m saying? I’m you know what? I’m glad that you brought that up. Cause, cause I, you know, I was telling you about my, my or I didn’t tell you my in jail, putting the shout outs to out, you know what I’m saying?
He in jail, parole violation. He and they been there in a year and for a year and he and I locked down where he only get one phone call a month, one phone call home a month. All you can do is write that. You know what I’m saying? And he couldn’t even get that one phone call until he got a job. And even though you in jail, they ain’t trying to give you a job. You know what I’m saying? They only give it unless you going to do some that you ain’t that, you know what I’m saying? Or do boy, yeah. You going to suck Dick. You know what I’m saying? You might get a job. But you know, I said the typical, you know, my tell him he got 11 months left. You know what I’m saying?
He says nothing to me. You all know why? Cause I’m a beast. You know what I’m saying? you make money right there. We do our time. We don’t snitch. And we, we, we beat, you know what I’m saying? A beast in your own mind, what do you see yourself? A cat or a lion? You know what I’m saying? I see a lion. I don’t know about you. I feel like I said, you got one of them times. You’re going to get tired of going around in a circle, thinking that you making money out here on the block, thinking that you shell in a bunch of rocks, thinking that you a bunch of pushy or whatever. You still in the ghetto. Think about what I just said to you. You still in the ghetto, what are you at in the ghetto in the car. Now buy into this book. You get a part ownership in it. You gotta weigh out the ghetto. You got something that’s real. You’re giving back to the worry three months you get paid every three months. That’s something real. Something that you could say is yours.
We’re all in this together, baby. Ain’t nobody can take it from you. Even if you add jail, you own stock. Put it in a trust fund. Yo, your family lives on forever. You got life in jail, but you can still make your money. What? What’s the government government can only, you only have to declare up the ATS, right? Yeah. So let’s say you have a hundred GS, right? Say you tell your, put five GS every month. And some stock are in a trust fund instance, stock it, slow money on putting it all at one time, you clean it. You know what I’m saying? Not really thing. Cause it’s not illegal. Cause you only declared five grants. Government don’t give a about anything unless it’s eight grand and above. So you do uncle Sam white, the way they want you to do it.
And you invest in reinvesting it into the government, earns the business. And so the government really ain’t, ain’t tripping cause that’s that’s free money for the business for the government. It’s the win-win situation for everybody. So then all y’all dirty money that you can’t do nothing but buy dumb with. Cause you ain’t got no say in it. Cause you can’t declare it. Cause the government going to take it. You put it all on a truck and the bank is the bank on. Take it. And then your kids, your descendants, give it to them in a steady way. Let that money make money for your kids and your family forever, forever ever under the mattress. It going to live for a minute. Ain’t gonna never appreciate and a car. You can record tomorrow. You know what I’m saying? It ain’t where and big hoopty tires and all that.
There they look nice. But you don’t do nothing but tell on yourself, Hey look here. I’m a dope dealer coming to arrest me. You know what I’m saying? Take my shirt and put it on and let the white man get it for free. You know what I’m saying? We trying to stop this cycle, this vicious cycle. Even if somebody, one person hit us, we not done our job for today. If one person learns something from what we just said and it’s own little session today, then that’s all right. We uplifted some one person you shut up, sir. And that’s what we’re trying to do here. You know what I’m saying? Open your eyes. That’s why I should quote, book. Just show. Oh we stopped to put you on phone. Boom. Oh, that makes sense. I might read some more. You know what I’m saying? Then we got the pitchers jumping off.
We got this little sessions talking to y’all one-on-one for real letting you see we smoking weed. We under the influence and stuff, but we talking real. Wait, wait all the time. You see what I’m saying? We’re not out on the corner. Just talking about who, who, uh, who we last night, go back to the court. Nasty pushy. You know what I’m saying? Some nasty. Nope. Read him the whole. Cause this is the different section. So if they just looking at this accident, they ain’t going to know what you’re talking about. Okay? Nick, these make me mad how sad they would rather with nasty push and get paid. I’m going to get mine anyway. you make money. You have to conquer your drug before it conquers. You just remember, you make money is right behind. That’s what we talking about. We really in the back, you and I own an enterprise everybody’s enterprise. Not ours, not just me and his here. Not other people does everybody. So we could show some kind of ownership, some kind of ownership of anything. Usually what I’m saying is anything is it’s deep thing, big thing, real deep thing. Cause this book will live on forever. You know what I’m saying? And it’s going to teach. It’s going to reach everybody in the world. Our goal at you make money is to reach the world.
See how many people in this world, 6 billion, six barrier. Our goal is to be able to reach 6 billion people, all working together, all helping each other. Get rich better. That sells. the Sadie. the jealousy. Cause if, if we, if there is no jealous in this world, we be a happy world. The only thing that gets in this world, I’m not saying, everybody in this world is jealousy. That’s it now think about that. Think about this. And this is a metaphor and I want y’all to understand what this metaphor means. You’re on this earth with 6 billion, right. That can’t be wrong about nothing. And what that was saying that I’m asking you to tell me something wrong. you. it. We end it with that.
This is a good one, I’ve thought about this, and then been in so many different situations where this is so true. Sometimes, I’ve had to make myself be the “bigger man” so to speak. It is harder to not fight than it is to fight. Especially when it’s a lose-lose situation, the popular cartoon Boondocks calls it a nigga moment. when you are in a situation that seems impossible to get out of because of your pride or whatever it is, gets in the way.
I don’t need to fight you because in the end you’ll believe in me too and fight for me dude. I have to laugh at this because there are so many different situations and so many different times throughout my life where this quote has come true or proved valuable. I’m a very difficult person to deal with, nobody in this entire world has told me I’m an easy person to deal with, besides myself. I like to push people and push people, test their buttons, and see what they’re made out of. I’m an intense person. I don’t like imperfections, I don’t like when people don’t strive to be perfect in everything that they do.
Now it’s impossible for me to be or to tell you to be perfect because that is just an impossible feat, I am never going to be a perfect human being; no matter how many people I help, no matter what I do, no matter how many people follow me, no matter how many people believe in me. I’m never going to be perfect. I do, however, strive for perfection and that’s what I ask all of you to do is just to strive for perfection. It doesn’t necessarily mean that you have to be perfect, just try for it.
I’m a difficult person because I’m going to challenge you, I’m going to push your buttons, I’m going to bring the best out of you, from the best of my ability. Sometimes, I’m a rather annoying person that can crawl under your skin. I won’t give up on you, just like I Won’t Give Up on myself if you become Fuck You Make Money then it’s for life. As it is a mentality change, a paradigm shift.
The message is so powerful, as long as we consistently have the Fuck You Make Money mindset, over the years, and over time we will develop skills, which develop successful habits. This is imperative in order for us to succeed in life. In the beginning, it’s obvious, we don’t have these necessary traits in order to succeed. School and the “dumbing-down” of music help contribute to the problem.
In today’s society, we don’t challenge our peers in a positive manner. If we listen to music, nobody is holding anyone accountable for the future damage these songs will have on our youth and society. It’s always, “I’ll beat you down” or “if you come on my block I’m going to f*** you up” or “I’m going to come to your block and f*** you up” or “I’m going to take your girl” or “Come let’s fuck” or some stupid s*** just like that. None of it’s challenging ourselves or the community to be productive.
Tupac said it best, “If we want to be gangsters and we want to live that lifestyle then let’s start our own country if this is what we want to do then let’s do something about it” I cannot agree more with that mentality and I blame us as a people for what our situation has become.
I’m telling you I don’t need to fight you, as Harriet Tubman would say “she saved thousands of slaves but she would have saved thousands more if she could only convince them that they were a Slave”.
It is very difficult for me to explain we are still slaves, it is so taboo for Black Americans to hear they are still slaves. We have been told repeatedly slavery ended in the 1800s, so that has to be true.
The truth is, we have not changed our mentality as a race, as a race of people what do we aspire to become? But even worse what is expected of us? What is expected of you as being black?
Nothing is expected of you besides going to jail or doing something stupid if you’re a black woman you’re expected to live off of food stamps and have a whole bunch of illiterate stupid kids. If you’re a black male, as I am, we are expected to go to jail. It is not a “maybe I will, maybe I won’t” it is an expectation in America. If you are a black male you’re going to go to jail.
In the United States, it is a great achievement in most black families to graduate college, but it is a commonality a “norm” to have been to jail. Why is it a great achievement to graduate but it is not a great failure to end up in jail? We treat jail as some kind of sick “rights of passage”. Education should be expected not the other way around.
We expect ourselves to go to jail, while we give ourselves cookies for doing what our ancestors died trying to do. Which is learn, why is that an achievement to learn? Learning is more or less a basic necessity, just like you need to drink water, you need to eat, when you’re walking up and down the street you’re exercising your muscles. Our brain is also a muscle. Why would you refuse to exercise that muscle, doesn’t make any sense! Hopefully with better understanding now, we are our own worst enemies.
I say this again
I don’t need to fight you
Because in the end, you’ll believe in me too
And fight for me dude
There’s going to be a lot of people when they read this who are going to disagree with what I am saying. Not because they actually disagree, but because I’m calling them on their own shit and saying that they’re worthless but not just them in a singular form but in a plural, meaning everyone.
If we are not consistently trying to better ourselves on a daily basis, not on a “weekend warrior” basis then the inevitable result will be a deterioration of a person, a race, a nation. There are only two directions, not three, progression and regression. The third option which so many of us fall into is stagnation, however, stagnation is the same as regression.
In order for us to achieve great things we have to change our morals, what’s important to us and why is it important to us. By understanding our past we can predict and understand our spending habits, our morals, our communication skills, or lack thereof and our family dynamics. We have absolutely no identity, we don’t know anything about ourselves and we don’t care that we don’t know anything about ourselves.
The world considers us African Americans, but most of us have never even seen Africa, or ever had the desire to go. So how and why can we be considered something that we have no emotional attachment to? But yet we accept ourselves as being classified or called something because we have no self-identity. We don’t know what we are and if we don’t know what we are then how can we ever achieve anything great as a race, as a culture, as a people?
Until the time we decide to disregard everything we were taught in schools by the conquers and, decide to rediscover our pasts. Yes, some of us have Royal African blood and Royal Indian blood, from vast regions of the native united states, and through the transatlantic slave trade.
We will use me for the example, through my lineage I have royal blood on both my Native American side and on my African side. Most everyone wants to believe they have royal blood and they are a king, but runs at the first sign of trouble and avoids responsibility. As king, you must only think of the empowerment of your people, as a king is ordained by God to provide; food, knowledge, protection, discipline, and structure for his people. Most believe being king is a blessing but it is a curse for a true king is unable to sleep until he knows his kingdom and his people are safe. It was not just the King who was transported, it was his royal court, his soldiers, his doctors, his advisers. Opposed to using our ancient soldier blood of having no fear to destroy each other or using our ancient blood to create belittling music and images. We need to remember when the time is right the King will reappear. The question is will you be ready?
David White says “America Is Ours just as much as there’s, we built this place” We can’t lay dormant and believe what everyone tells us, “that this isn’t our land! we are African, I am not African, I have African blood but my great-grandmother was Native American. So why do we classify ourselves as being African when the majority of us have native blood? So if we have native blood then why are we not taking ownership of our native land? Or our Native language, or culture?
Again
I don’t need to fight you
Because in the end, you’ll believe in me too
And fight for me dude
What I’m writing are just my thoughts that’s it. I’m not right, I’m not wrong. I’m just a person with an opinion. Hopefully, my opinion offends a lot of people because if it offends a lot of people then people will talk about it. if I don’t offend anybody with what I’m saying then nothing’s going to change. The only way things change is when people become offended and get riled up enough that they want to fight me, but then it’s my responsibility to manipulate the situation and convince them of my thinking and of my opinions. I’m not opinionated from selfish thoughts on the contrary I’m opinionated because I want to see growth and I’m sick of seeing people blame everybody but themselves for their own problems. If I can piss everybody off enough to want to fight me because their life is miserable and been blaming everybody in the world for their own situation. then that’s great, that is amazing actually for that split-second I got their undivided attention and if they can sit down for a little bit and actually understand what I’m trying to say. Because in the end you’ll believe in me too And fight for me dude.
What is impossible? I don’t think anything is really impossible, it might be implausible but not impossible. 500 years ago it was impossible the world was round, 300 years ago it was impossible to think slaves would be free and we would eventually have a Black President, 200 years ago flying in the sky like birds was a crazy man’s dream, now it is nearly impossible to think of a world without airplanes. 30 years ago to imagine Steve Jobs dream was a joke “everyone having a computer” now it seems everyone has access to a computer. One major event in my life taught me this very valuable lesson “anything can happen”.
It was the time in between my parents’ deaths, a family friend while trying to comfort me promised me I would not lose my mom, she told me God would not do that and that it was impossible. Well, 10 months later my mom had died. I was 11 years old and just been promised by multiple people God would not allow me to lose both parents and that it was impossible, 25 years later I know everything is possible if you have imagination and will power.
Erik that is a great story but how do we apply this to our normal lives?
First and foremost we have to stop listening to other people, what is impossible in another person’s mind is just that, impossible in their mind. It does not say we have to have the same mindset or frame of thinking than anyone else in this world, this includes our parents, our friends, and our families. Most of the time it is our friends, our parents or our family who give our minds restrictions. If our friends or parents failed at something, they usually have a negative cognition associated with what they failed at. So they project their personal emotions of uncertainty, fear, and doubt on to us. The excuse is always the same, “I just wanted to protect you” or “I didn’t want you to get hurt as I did”. In the process of “protecting us,” they are actually hindering our mental development. If you have taken my Kaizen “how to conquer any goal” class then we know everything starts with a thought.
Everything starts with a thought?
Yes, everything in life starts with a thought, then becomes an idea, after the idea then we have a plan, then once we have the plan we need action. When I say action I need to explain, some things need immediate action and other things are like a seed and need to be planted for the future. We always have to remember the “turtle and the hare race” in some situations it takes time and other situations it might take a lifetime to make the impossible possible. The people we allow to influence our thoughts is a very important personal decision we have to make, the question we must first ask ourselves is;
What is my Impossible?
Once we have determined our impossible then and only then can we allow different people into our lives. IF YOU DON’T HAVE A PLAN, THEN YOU ARE PLANNING TO FAIL, misery loves company without a plan then you will, by default associate with other people without a plan. One of the most overlooked aspects of accomplishing the impossible is the consequences involved. Depending on the size of your impossible, if it is a very large impossible the consequences are going to be very large as well when we discuss consequences I am not just discussing negative consequences I am referring to positive consequences as well.
Let’s explore this concept a little, if you want to get in shape “have the perfect body” the negative consequences are; moderation of unhealthy foods, much more restrictive time management when it comes to lounging, go through the pain and effort of consistently going to the gym. Your positive consequences are a more healthy lifestyle, more energy, and eventually your perfect body. That sounds easy enough, well if the world was made up of billions of little planets it would be, but we have other interactions in the real world. This is the importance of choosing our friends very carefully, if their impossible does not align with our impossible then there will be a conflict of interest, and we might be forced to sacrifice a consequence we needed in order for us to accomplish our impossible.
The turtle and the hare!
As I have stated before, I originally wrote FYMM when I was 22, 14 years ago. Over the years there have been multiple times where opportunities arose to catapult FYMM into the public eye, however like in dominos, “not all money is good money” when you have a name like FYMM “Fuck you make money” it has to be presented in a very articulated way. My impossible is very large. It is world-changing, in moments of time I have had many different people believe their impossible was in alignment with mine but as I am writing this essay I am alone. If I had been influenced solely by the original members of FYMM, then Harvard would have never happened, and we would have conducted mostly “street activities” and we would have been classified as a gang, destroying my impossible. I am not going to go through my life and give every reason why FYMM has taken so long to write but let’s jump forward, 14 years after the book was originally written.
What if I told you 6 months ago, a friend had to go to jail for something that happened in the past. He was over at my house explaining the situation, I stopped him almost mid-sentence and said this is a great opportunity. We can change the world for the better, at that moment I can imagine my friend thought I was crazy but he at least gave me the respect to listen to me. I explained my theory that if we want to change as a race we need to start with the fathers and that in today’s society sadly most of our fathers are in jail.
Everything starts with a thought – “How to uplift our race”
Then comes an idea – “Write the book as a sequence of letters”
Then comes the plan – “I am going to write every week the book is 140+ quotes so at least 2 ½ years of writings”
Action – we have one book published on amazon 6 months after the original conversation. Volume 1 of many.
6 months ago if I told people I am going to have a book published on Amazon with the help of an inmate, they would have looked at me and rolled their eyes, and dismissed it as impossible. Having the FYMM mindset I have done just that, wrote a book published on Amazon with the help of an inmate. So FUCK YOU MAKE MONEY & EVERY DAY MAKE THE IMPOSSIBLE POSSIBLE.
Our life is exactly how we make it, now there are different factors which can alter our lives but in the end, it is our choice of what life we live. Excuses are just like assholes, everyone has one, I am no better than the next person in this regard. I make plenty of excuses why I can’t do something, however, I understand that my excuse is just translated as “I am too lazy” or “it really is not that important”. When we discuss money in this context we are not only talking about paper money. We are talking about anything of tangible value you can create or obtain.
Get your own notebook
In school as in life it is imperative to take notes, when we take notes we remember important things. When I am referring to notes I am not discussing last night’s game, or a math problem, or someone’s phone number. No, I am talking about important notes, life-changing notes about life. If we do not take notes then we will forget different interactions, the interactions I am discussing are very important to the success of each individual person. For a reason, I am not sure we as humans love to give people a second chance, we allow people to walk all over us. We justify these actions because if in our hearts we are a good person then we project that on to the world and assume the rest of the world holds our values as their values.
This is not the case at all, your good and my good might not be the same, for you stealing is a horrible thing and cannot be justified in any situation, however, I might have been starving with no access to food so it was ”steal food or don’t eat”. Stealing to me is not inherently a bad thing, but to you, it could be a horrible crime.
Having a notebook allows us to take note of different people and the way they respond in different circumstances. We all would like to live in a world where friends have our best interest at heart but that is seldom the case. Most interactions with so-called friends are filled with intoxicating stories or neurotic dangerous behaviors. How many conversations do we have with our friends where we are truly being honest, where we discuss each other’s shortcomings and how we are going to strengthen each shortcoming. Notebooks allow us to refer back to our relationships to see if this is a positive progressive relationship or if it is just a relationship to pass the time.
Stop acting funny
All-day I hear how and why people cannot get something done. I have always questioned that way of thinking, my thoughts on any situation are always the same. There is a finite amount of time per issue or problem, we have two choices we can spend the time in-efficiently and complain about our problems, and take the victim’s stance. Or we can acknowledge there is a problem and immediately face the problem head-on and think only of solutions.
The funny thing about common sense is it does not become common sense until you have made the mistake and sometimes after you make a mistake more than once. Then and only then do you develop common sense. My aunt told me “all you need in this life is common sense” however, she forgot to mention in order to obtain common sense I would have to make every mistake known to man, survive my bad decisions and learn from them. I am amazed how many people will make a mistake but not learn the valuable lesson created by the mistake, common sense. Mistakes and learning are a part of life and are like saying peanut butter and jelly you need both to make a PB&J sandwich, just like you must make a mistake to learn.
Stop talking show me the money
What do people do with their time? I love movies and I also love to be lazy and do nothing. I am one who can watch movies all day long and be satisfied. However, at the end of that day I would have written a paper, inventoried books, cleaned the house, managed my amazon store, sent all of my emails, do my daily exercises, now that I am attempting to step into the social world create videos. That is what I would consider a lazy day, a day that is raining or cold where I am stuck in the house. What I have noticed with a lot of people is that they work so hard and are so stressed but at the end of the day accomplished nothing for themselves. Then what makes it worse is after a hard day of doing nothing then they buy drugs and alcohol or tobacco. To most people who don't have common sense, this sounds normal, but to me, it is backward. Work all day accomplish nothing then spend the little money we make on liabilities, that is a recipe for disaster.
Stop talking you might learn something: All people do is talk talk talk talk talk talk but after they are done they really said nothing. It is almost impossible to get a word in, we have become so self-consumed that we really don't even talk to other people we just talk. If there is a camera in arms-length then people feel the need to talk and express their opinion on every issue to the camera. What I have learned is when I just listen I realize how miserable people's outlook on life is. Most of the goals and dreams are minor at best. It is a proven fact if you shut your mouth and open your ears you are able to listen better, and with listening better we are able to learn faster.
Show me the money: everyone has great advice but only a few have money, only 1% of the world has real money 10% of the world has like 80% of the world's money. If these numbers are remotely close that would mean 90% of the world is not wealthy, so that would mean that almost all the great advice you hear is trash, advice given by the 90% of people. The funny thing is most people will listen to the man driving the Lamborghini but laugh at the man who has a brand new dump truck. What sense does that make? If you can pay cash for a new Lamborghini or a new dump truck you are not pressed for money as they are about the same price, but one is making money every day while the other is an expense every day. So why would I listen to the person who bought the liability before I talk to the person who bought the dump truck.
When I wrote this I had already been through a lot in my life, however, I did not know how much more was in store for me. By the time I was 22 the struggles I had been through would have broken the strongest minded person, now in my mid 30’s I’m surprised I haven’t given up. At the end of the quote, it says fuck it who cares about me. We have to look inside and understand the thinking I had when I wrote the book and this quote. The fact that nobody cares about me is probably why I’m still alive and why I haven’t given up.
Throughout my life, I’ve been told numerous times how much people love me, but then their actions never support their claims. If what people have been giving me is love, then I don’t really want it. The same people who told me I love you, are the same people who sent me to hell, and when my hell was over, cast me out as a sheep amongst wolves.
I learned at 11 years old I was on this earth by myself and nobody was going to take care of me. The day my mom died is the day everything went to shit. I came up with the theory “fuck you make money” because I was tired of getting hurt by people and I realized that unless you’re trying to make money with me then fuck you, hence the phrase fuck you make money. There are two types of people in this world, people who are willing to crawl through the mud with you and get dirty, then the other type are the people who plot and try and destroy everything you create.
I set out to find other like-minded people that the world forgot about, the people no one cares about. If we take a minute and think about it, almost all of us are or have been forgotten. It is not just Erik and his pity it’s the whole world. We all came into a world where no one cares about anybody but themselves and I’m a prime example. I really don’t give a shit about anything but myself, that’s why I help other people so that I can help myself. When it says nobody cares about me it also should be saying I don’t care about anybody else so I say it, again and again, Fuck You Make Money
Unless you are a part of me, then I don’t care if you care about me. Where it says “I can’t give up” you’re right I can’t give up on the people that do believe in me, that believe in having something better for themselves.The people that no longer want to be a Nigger and want to achieve something in life. The people that have slept under a bridge or have been in a situation where nobody’s been there for them. Those are the people who understand my pain and the struggle I’ve been through. If you haven’t been in a situation where you don’t know what’s going to happen, or you don’t have someone telling you that it’s going to be okay then you don’t understand me. Since I was 11 years old, no one’s told me it’s going to be okay. I don’t remember anyone telling me too much of anything. I remember being sent to programs and then being disowned at age 18.
I can’t give up I can’t stop never never never lie for the cause die for the cause fuck it who cares about me nobody so I say it again and again fuck you make money. Ain’t Life a bitch I have to give my life for this shit, it’ll be worth it as long as every black man’s rich.
The book has numerous quotes about the sacrifices I’m going to have to make and the ones I’ve already made in my life for the cause so lie for the cause die for the cause yes I will. I have died. little pieces of me have died over the years. I can’t sleep, I don’t know how to have a normal relationship, the amount of stress I probably have on me would kill a normal person but I don’t even look at it as stressed I don’t even know what it is.
We have to first analyze our own situations, our own blessings, and our own struggles. When it gets really hard for me, and it does, I’m not perfect as much as I try to be a machine and a robot, have no feelings, and work all day. I go as far as trying to convince myself I don’t need sleep, I don’t need food and I don’t need water to survive. God has a funny way of breaking me down (exhaustion) but if we pay attention God does it in a way that can be motivating. A saying I grew up on is “God will never give you more than you can handle” if that is true then all of our struggles are for a greater purpose. Far too many of us blame God for hardships opposed to thanking him for preparing us for future battles.
Fuck it who cares about me it’s an attitude that I have to have majority of the time in my life in order to survive. When I was younger I was watching the movie “Dead Presidents”. They were in the Vietnam jungle when one marine asked his best marine friend about back home and his daughter. The marine responded, “thinking about going back home will get me killed. I can’t think about it. I don’t want to be a part of it in order for me to survive. I have to live here in the jungle and think of nothing else but this.
While I’m in my jungle and my war zone of accomplishing my goals and building the society I want. I have to have the same mentality as that Marine had, I cannot be buckled down with feelings and emotions, I have to isolate myself in order for me to achieve greatness there is no other way. If I get buckled down with people worrying about me and in turn me worrying about them worrying about me, then I lose mental time & energy. The ultimate sacrifice is to sacrifice oneself, so it would be a great honor to sacrifice myself for the greater good of my people.
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